when you need me

Now I?m feeling pain, and anger,
I always thought I would be stronger,
but I cannot pretend I can bear it, I hate it,
no-one seems to understand it, or feel it,
so let me tell you about it.

You hurt and destroyed me and left me with a broken heart,
even though you knew I?ve loved you ever since the very start.
I had to keep my feelings hidden and locked away inside,
and walk around with a ‘happy face’ pretending I had pride.
But all that is over, ’cause you know it?s true,
that ever since we met… I have loved you.

but all that?s not important, ’cause I haven?t got the face,
because it?s all an image race and I must know my place.
And just because of that I must act like I don?t love you any more,
I guess it?s just the way it goes,
but that I cannot do, I must be there for you,
I know you can see, that I?ll be there when you need me.

I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.
I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.

Now I know life?s so unfair,
when I say I cannot bare,
the fact that life is getting harder,
you think others have more to offer,
I don?t know why you make me suffer and tear my heart apart,
which is sad because I love you with all my soul and heart,
Others use you for your flesh and all you give em is satisfaction,
even though I don?t blame em because you?re such a great attraction.
Those who use you and those who love you with all their might,
life?s too short so you gotta make sure that your choices are right.
I?d be a fool to surrender when I know I can be contender,
and it seems to be that only the sinner can be the winner.
I know what you?ve been through because I?ve been there before.
a thousand times worse and I can?t take it no more.
I cry on and on, my heart is broken and weak,
and my growing pain seems to never reach its peak.
I?ll always keep trying to find the key to your heart,
I?ll be there when you need me, we?ll never be far apart.

I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.
I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.

People say I need to learn, to live a little,
and forget about you and what I feel for you for my own sake,
and receive a little.
But I don?t wanna hear that, because my loves a fact,
and I?ll always keep loving you, I?m sure you already know that,
but you don?t even seem to understand,
that my heart is always your hands.
I wouldn?t be so hurt if not for the jealousy that brings me pain,
I keep my eyes shut to stop me from seeing
what would probably drive me insane.
But I always keep seeing, you with another,
I know it?s your freedom of choice, so why do I even bother.
But at times of despair, I try to pull myself together,
but it seems that this pain will only last me forever.
But nothing is worse than a quitter,
I have to strive one day to be the winner,
I have to gather up my pain and turn it into ambition,
and maybe one day I?ll change your decision .

I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.
I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.

As we walk down the road of our destiny,
and the time comes to choose which shall it be,
It?s up to you to give and take,
and to decide which heart to brake.
Love can be heaven or the worst type of hell,
it?s the only thing you cannot buy or sell.
It?s when you need someone badly,
I need you and I?ll be there when you need me.

I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.
I?ll be there when you need me,
if you ever need me,
I?ll be there when you need me.

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